Post by twitch on Jul 25, 2009 16:58:45 GMT -4
TEAGAN ANNALIESE BALLATO
"she can ruin your faith with her casual lies. and she only reveals what
she wants you to see. she hides like a child, but she’s always a woman to me."
[/font]"she can ruin your faith with her casual lies. and she only reveals what
she wants you to see. she hides like a child, but she’s always a woman to me."
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SPLIT DECISION, FINDING FIXES
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[/size] teag. teag. tea. ballato. tabs. tabbycat.
• • FULL NAME , teagan annaliese ballato.
• • NICKNAMES ,
• • BIRTHDAY & AGE ,[/size] January 1st & twenty. ohhai, newyearsbby.
• • SEXUALITY ,[/size] bicurious.
• • OCCUPATION ,[/size] sell merchandise of Divide By Zero to screaming teenage fangirls.. and boys.
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I SEE FACES BUT NONE OF THEM
- - not one believes in me ,
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• • WEIGHT & HEIGHT , 124 lbs & five feet six inches
• • HAIR COLOR ,
• • EYE COLOR ,[/size] blue.
• • DISTINGUISHING MARKS ,[/size] she has a piece done on her side with hearts and "i'll always love you" written, in memory of a family of friend that helped raise her. also, teagan has several piercings. her tongue is pierced twice (venombites), as well as both sides of her nose.
• • FACE CLAIM ,[/size] megan vanmale (hollywood).
• • PERSONAL STYLE ,[/size] trendsetter? maybe. if that’s the term you want to use for teagan, go ahead. but the girl has the ability to take something and transform it to something else. case in point: she can make it look good. that’s probably why she got the position of merch girl for DBZ, since she can wear the clothes and make them look stunning in her curvaceous, yet slim stature. flawless skin attracts people to the merch booth, as if it were some sort of aroma that attracts a fly. maybe it’s the way brown ringlets hang past her shoulders, with wisps of hair shading her blue eyes that are usually outlined with eyeliner – whether it’s liquid or stick. she prefers keeping her makeup very simplistic and sticking to eyeliner and occasionally mascara, but that’s about it. teagan loves everything involving fashion and clothing, but don’t think this means that she’ll wear something because it’s “in”. no, no. she enjoys wearing this appealing, yet comfortable for her, rather than being one of the girls that suffocate themselves in an outfit just to look good. you’ll probably catch her in a local thrift shop or popular clothing store, browsing for something she likes and when i say “browsing”, it’s more like throwing shit all over the place and leaving it a wreck. teagan really doesn’t aim for a specific style, like scene or emo kids or hipsters or preps would do. she shops everywhere and anywhere, so don’t be surprised at her ever changing styles.
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THIS GAME HAS GOT ME SHAKING HANDS
- - with my own enemy ,
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[/size] people leaving her, bitchy employees, the cold, getting old, being lied to, the fact that she’s such a hypocrite, failure, people asking “are you okay?”, suffering, never finishing things, whiney people, people that try to play her, boredom, being accused of something she didn’t do, breakdowns, being helpless, making mistakes, the fact that it’s hard finding love, overpriced items, her sister, mood swings, remembering dates, letting things go, teen magazines, being ignored, failure, being scared, airplanes, ambulances, paper cuts, people figuring out that she's lying, something going wrong.
• • LIKES , heartbeats, marijuana, piercings, michael jackson, surprises, christmas, her birthday, colors, snow, pretty eyes, thinking of alibis, fire, the ocean, heights, bandages, flirting, gust of wind, phone calls, books, the idea of love, kisses, long drives, wearing other people’s clothes, shadows, 90’s music, old songs, sanford & son, the classic cartoon Disney movies, parties, childhood games, pinky swearing, hotels, vinyl record, slick rick, buffets, clearance racks, having things to do, making lists, meeting new people, boxes, stupid things, sleeping, dreaming, watching the clouds, dancing, carnivals & arcades, stories, embraces, flailing, having the answers for things.
• • DISLIKES ,
• • STRENGTHS ,[/size] can persuade anyone to see it her way, can get what she wants, has the ability to make people smile (if she tries hard enough), can actually keep it in her pants (unlike other people) and is an epic saleswoman. >D
• • WEAKNESSES ,[/size] cannot stop herself from lying, doesn’t care enough about things that she should, can’t keep herself away from a pretty face, falls for anything when she really trusts a person enough, and is a sucker for flowers.
• • FEARS ,[/size] losing her grandmother, thinking about how she’ll be when she’s old, someone hurting her, dying in some freakish way like the deaths in Final Destination, failing at relationships for the rest of her life, and never finding love.
• • SECRETS ,[/size] she wouldn’t call it a “guilty pleasure” since she doesn’t feel guilty about it, but teagan’s been
• • PERSONALITY ,[/size] most people would say that there are too sides to every story, and teagan agrees with that. there’s the image that people portray teagan to be, and then there’s the true teagan. sure, she has her flaws and they can sometimes outshine the better qualities. still, everyone has flaws. and though the girl can’t say she’s flawless, she possesses a smile that is. for the most part, teagan is an optimist. she’ll dig deep to find a good thing about something ( or someone, for that matter ) that’s completely shitty. yes, she’ll acknowledge the bad things about the situation and would only think about that if she were alone. however, if there are other people in that situation or someone comes to her for advice about something, she’ll find the good things about it so that person won’t worry. she likes nothing more than seeing people smile and making them smile. it makes her feel like she’s accomplished something if she can relieve someone or make them the slightest bit happier than they were a few minutes ago. she’s one of those trustworthy, fun-loving people that people like to be around. she’s open to new things and is a bit of a daredevil, and she’ll never pass a dare up. teag’s a person who enjoys having fun and surrounds herself with a lot of people. she doesn’t give a shit if they’re complete strangers – that won’t withhold her from chilling with them. since when were mew opportunities to make friends ( and possibly a few enemies ) a bad thing?
touching upon that topic, the idea of enemies and the fact that she has them don’t really bother teagan. it’s not something that she’s easily phased by, because she couldn’t care less who doesn’t like her. the girl lives by that saying “you can’t win them all” and in that sense, you can’t please everyone. of course, there would be reasons why she does clash with some people. she’s headstrong and doesn’t easily change her mind on her opinion, unless you’re really good and can somehow sell her the idea of changing her mind. she’s not one to follow the trends and styles, regardless of who’s wearing what kind of designer label and chooses not to compete with other girls who try to have bigger hair than the next. it’s just not her thing and she prefers following her own style. teagan can be really loudmouthed and expresses her ideas and thoughts on people and things without thinking twice, and that can get her in trouble a lot of the time. there’s moment when she knows where to hold her tongue, but those moments are rather rare. if you’ve got a different idea than her and you’re up for arguing with her about it, then by all means, she’ll come back at you with that force. usually, she’ll end it if she doesn’t think you’re worth the time of day, or she’ll simply just walk away. she’s stubborn, so she can become slightly bitchy when she doesn’t get her way. still, she’s open to compromise if it can make her and the other person happy. teagan’s also a jaded girl. she can come off really apathetic and indifferent at times, seeming like she doesn’t care and things don’t concern her. often, they do, but she chooses not to show it.
there are three main faults to teagan. well, she really doesn’t consider them faults, but other people might. the first is that she’s big on partying. there were plenty of times where she came home completely plastered, or didn’t come home at all because she couldn’t make it all the way. she dances and drinks, but she wouldn’t go as far as to say she’s an alcoholic. no, no, she knows how to control her alcohol and would never allow drinking to get out of hand. of course, there’d be some mindless kisses here and there when it comes to drinking, but never anything enough to go overboard. sometimes she knows to avoid certain parties and whatnot, because she knows that her “open-mindedness” can lead to her trying something she’d regret in the future. however, nothing major’s happened thus far and there are just times when she has to party. the second is that teagan is a pothead – a major one. she was introduced to marijuana at a party in high school and ever since, it’s been her best friend. in her eyes, weed’s god’s gift to mankind and blunts and bongs are there to help people enjoy it. after all, if marijuana was so bad, why did god make it, huh? why was it put on the beautiful earth if it wasn’t meant to be smoked? she doesn’t really care about what people think about her smoking marijuana; it’s good shit and that’s all she needs to know. and finally, the fact that teagan’s a compulsive liar. for her, lying is a second nature. it doesn’t matter how large or small the lie is. the fact is that she can’t stop lying, even if she wanted to . it’s not something that can be helped. it often puts her into bad situations which are hard to explain, especially when she doesn’t know how to explain herself. sometimes, it’s hard to her to distinguish lies from fact and doesn’t even know what she’s making up and what she’s not. it’s hard for her, but she tries to keep it a secret, since no one wants to be friends with a liar.
and love? pfft. what the fuck is that? as sexual and flirtatious as teagan seems to be, teagan’s actually quite inexperienced when it comes to love. love is some sort of fantasy on the television that is hard to grasp in the real world. the truth is that teagan’s never been in love. sure, she’s been in as many relationships as the next person. the thing with her is that the relationship always ends for two reasons. one, when the person says that they love her and expect her to say it back, she can’t say it. for that reason, she feels bad that she can’t say it when she’s not in love with the person and has to end it so that they don’t feel like they’re in a one-sided relationship. the second reason is when people expect her to sleep with them, just because she’s in a relationship. still, the fact of the matter is that if she isn’t in love with you, she isn’t going to sleep with you. she doesn’t trust simply fucking someone, because of her cynical mind that thinks they’re going to get up and leave her. especially when she’s a virgin, mind you. it’s not like she does this on purpose. she gets into a relationship out of deep like for someone and thinks that she just might fall in love with them later on. however, it hasn’t happened yet and for that reason, she’s been in a bunch of failed relationships. so, she tends to stick with her flirtatious tendencies, because there’s no strings attached and she can’t get hurt off of simplistic flirting, right? right.
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AND I BET YOU WONT FIND
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[/size] libby marie ballato. sister. student. sixteen.
• • PARENTS , nathaniel lee ballato. father. architect. fifty-five.
marissa belinda ballato. mother. businesswoman. fifty-two.
• • SIBLINGS ,
• • OTHER FAMILY ,[/size] sheila raven montgomery. grandmother. seventy-three.
• • SIGNIFICANT OTHERS ,[/size] LOLOLOLOLOLNO.
• • CHILDREN ,[/size] can a virgin have kids? VIRGIN MARYY.
• • BIRTH PLACE ,[/size] toronto, canada.
• • HISTORY ,[/size] it started off in toronto, canada, with a simple architect and a businesswoman having a clichéd, accidental meeting. nathaniel was working on the building of a firm, while marissa was simply travelling on business measures. she was from out of town and had no clue where she was going and decided to stop to ask for directions. she managed to find the nearest person, who was supervising the construction of a building and asked him, but was completely dumbfounded by his direction-giving. kindly, he offered to give her a ride to her destination, which she reluctantly accepted, only because she was in a rush and needed to get to her meeting. upon arrival, she gave him her number and asked him out to a thank-you lunch after her meeting. that “thank you lunch” was supposed to be a onetime thing and leave the two off on their merry way. however, it didn’t turn out like that. instead, they began seeing each other more frequently, with her making excuses to be in town, though she didn’t live there. no matter how hard they tried to keep away from each other, it just didn’t work. the visits became more frequent and finally, he asked her out and she said yes. from then, it was smooth sailing with the two and marissa moved in with nathaniel, and a year later, he proposed to her.
teagan wasn’t a planned child. the newlyweds were just getting used to married life when marissa discovered that she was pregnant. the panicked marissa was calmed by her husband, who assured her that everything would find and that a child would do nothing but good for them. nine months later, the two birthed a child that they named teagan. after that, there was no tragic incident that needed to be elaborated on. teagan grew up as any other child would, until the birth of another sister happened. libby was a planned child, yet teagan wasn’t aware of her mother’s pregnancy until the baby bump started forming. of course, she was happy for her parents and looked forward to the thought of a little sister, but she wasn’t pleased that she wasn’t informed of the planned child ahead of time. nine more months later, baby libby was born. things were fine, until libby began receiving more attention that teagan. teag thought it was just something done because libby was just a baby and they’d grow out of it, but that wasn’t the case. both libby and teagan got older, but the parents continued to baby the younger child and teagan grew sick of it. instead of staying at home to listen to their mindless babbling over little libby, teagan took constant trips to her grandmother’s, since that was the only person who she felt would actually listen to her. grandma sheila actually preferred teagan to her darling little sister, as her grandmother made sure to tell her time and time again that she was perfect in her own way and that her parents needed to realize which child was worthy of idolization. her grandmother became her world and the person teagan turned to for everything.
when teagan finished middle school, her grandmother moved back to her hometown of las vegas, nevada. teagan was saddened by this, seeing that the only person who was there for her was leaving. it took her some time, but she finally expressed her interest in moving in with her grandmother to her parents month later. she even went as far as to call her grandmother and try to get her parents on the idea, but they still refused. as rebellion, teagan began lying about everything, just to piss her parents off. it went on for months and months until her parents finally caved in, stating that they couldn’t deal with her lies anymore and sent her off to live with her grandmother. of course, this was no loss for teag, since she got what she really wanted. the two lived happily together, taking care of each other as teagan entered high school. teagan was later introduced to the beauty that was marijuana and couldn’t get enough of it. not only that, but her habit of lying didn’t cease to exist, even when she wanted it to. she learned to get over it and just try to live with it. later on, teagan met some people associated with a local band called Divide By Zero (the band’s name caught her attention because the initials reminded her of Dragon Ball Z) and heard that they were looking for a second merch girl. she listened to the band’s music and thought it was awesome and wanted to get involved, so she approached the band and expressed her interest in being a merch girl and got the gig. now teagan’s the merchie for DBZ and is pretty happy with her job, because she gets to go around with amazing people and doesn’t have to work a REAL shitty 9 to 5 job.
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IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME COMING
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[/size] OMFG, JAILBAIT AT FIFTEEN.
• • YOUR NAME , twitch. [:
• • YOUR AGE ,
• • YEARS EXPERIENCE ,[/size] maybe since i was ten. i had no life.
• • CONTACT INFORMATION ,[/size] MSN: shewantsrevenge_x@live.com
• • MEMBER TITLE ,[/size] ----
• • SECRET PHRASE ,[/size] -ADMIN EDIT!- ( TO DEFEAT THE HUNSSS. )
• • NOTES ,[/size] do i win?
• • ROLEPLAY SAMPLE ,[/size] AH, WOMEN had such a way with words. a swish of the hips and a bat of their long eyelashes could easily have a man wrapped around their fingers in an instant. well, at least the women who held the slightest bit of attractiveness. there were those poor, unfortunate souls that didn't have that much luck in winning the hearts of men - as sad as that really did seem - whether it was because of their physical appearance or their personality sucked like shit. how fortunate it was for dakota that she didn't have to go through that type of trauma. she was one of those girls who could easily get anyone that she wanted, although she didn't necessarily want to use that ability all the time. yes, she had gotten through her share of freaky males that called her frequently throughout the hours of the day, then left angry, threatening voicemails when she didn't pick of the phone because she was taking a piss. oh yes, that was an experience that she didn't want to have to go through ever again.
AND LUCKILY for her, she knew her best friend gerard blauvelt wasn't some crazed, obsessed male. well, not for her, anyway. she'd known him since high school, and unlike some of the friendships that she had, this was not one of the ones that she deeply regretted. he was one of the closest people dakota had to her. he was there to help her get through her own issues and was understanding, and she did the same for him. and it seemed like right now, he needed her there for him more than anything, though he wouldn't make it known. her grandmother had been moved from her care services to russia, since her condition worsened. thus, dakota had to leave school for a few months in order to help her mother care for her grandmother. upon returning the other day, she came back to find her best friend, looking like the living dead. naturally, she was on the borderline of freaking out on him and choking him, asking him what the hell happened, though that wouldn't really make much of a difference. so as calmy as she could, she questioned the male on what happened, only to have a series of shortened, yet totally unfalsified scenarios that all added up to the reasoning for why he resembled a corpse that was a few days past its prime.
BUT ANYWAY, it took moments of pleading and reasoning before she could convince the male to go to the charity dance with her. she'd seen fliers and heard people talking about it ever since she returned and she figured that it was the perfect opportunity to get gerard up and out of his own misery. well, at least for the night. asking him to go with her was nothing more than a friendly gesture, though someone was likely to think otherwise. pfft, she couldn't see him filling any other position that wasn't The Best Friend. her and gerard; dating? NAH. that just didn't work that way. the goal of the night was to make gerard have the slightest bit of fun without him kicking back into the depression, funk, whatever you wanted to call it. and if he refused, then she'd force the fun onto him. she knew that finding clothes for the night would have to be a pain in the ass for gerard. she straight up knew that he wasn't about to wear a tux for nothin', even when it was a formal event. a small smile curled onto her lips as she thought about it, sweeping the eyeshadow brush layered in blue and silver powder across her eyelid.
THE PURPOSE of taking gerard out wasn't to make his life even more of a living hell. she wanted this to take some weight off of his shoulder, so, she would try her hardest to make it a good night. after showering earlier on, picking out what she would wear was a difficult task. it had to be somewhat formal so they wouldn't exactly kick her out, but it had to be enough to not make her stick out like a sore thumb next to gerard. let's face it; he wasn't about to step out in an all-white outfit. grabbing something from the closet, she quickly pulled it onto her body before she ran around to find a few accessories, throwing everything that she would need into the bathroom sink. so here she was, finishing applying her eyeshadow to proceed to the eyeliner and mascara that would bring out her bright blue-green eyes. swiftly, she rummaged through the jewelry box that resided in the sink, tossing on a few black bracelets, as well as a fingerless fishnet glove that was also there. if he could wear gloves all the time, why couldn't she do so for the night? on the next hand, she slid a ring onto her finger, simply because she didn't want to leave the next hand bare. looking into the mirror, she allowed her eyes to cast over her form. the dress was long and flowing, with a touch of elegance and her makeup complimented her eyes. finishing up her outfit, she grabbed a silver belt from the sink and pulled it around her waist. dakota frowned at her locks of hair that hung down to her shoulder, grabbing a brush and keeping her bangs as she pulled the rest of her hair back into a tight, spiky ponytail, showing off the upper ear piercings she had. looking upon herself in the full-length mirror once more, she smiled in content before she went to the closet and slipped on her black heels. she was perfect and she was ready to go.
GRABBING HER necessities - such as her keys, phone, and smokes, she tossed them into the small, sleek clutch handbag and made her way downstairs. upon reaching outside, she found that a car was already waiting for her. 'hmm. nice touch, ger.. she thought to herself, climbing into the car and gazing out the window as the car accelerated. it didn't take long for dakota to reach her destination. she didn't even realize that they reached the location until the driver coughed loudly, her snapping out of her own thoughts. the driver got out of the car and went around to the passenger's back seat, opening the door for her. slightly flustered, she let out a low and embarrassed "thank you" as she stepped out, allowing her body become accustomed to the slight may breeze and the night. her eyes darted around, but it didn't take long before they finally landed on who she was looking for. she quirked her eyebrow curiously at gerard in the distance, who she could tell actually made somewhat of an effort for tonight. with a small grin, she clutched her clutch handbag and slowly made her way over to the male. "someone looks three shades better from the last time i saw him. dressed to impress or what?" she joked, beaming a smile at him before she pulled him into a tight hug, it seemed like he'd need one to last him through the night anyway.
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uh oh, the status of this sexy post is COMPLETE and lavished in pretty words; ONE THOUSAND TWO HUNDRED AND SEVEN in all. this lovely thread is between DAKOTA TAYLOR AND GERARD BLAUVELT, because they're just HxC like that. lyrics were stolen from that catchy song WHAT IF BY MEG & DIA oh yeah, and while i was writing this post, i was listening to I WANT TO KNOW YOUR PLANS BY SAY ANYTHING. though we'd prefer you without clothes, you're wearing THIS PRETTY LITTLE NUMBER. both the graphics and template were MADE BY TWITCH; who would've guessed? and hey twitch, got ANYTHING ELSE: WHATCHU GON' DO NOW, BITCH?! >D
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