Post by vixenbonita on Jul 17, 2009 15:06:31 GMT -4
SEBASTIAN JACK BELLAMY
"And for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself"
[/font]"And for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself"
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SPLIT DECISION, FINDING FIXES
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[/size] Seb, Bellers
• • FULL NAME , Sebastian Jack Bellamy
• • NICKNAMES ,
• • BIRTHDAY & AGE ,[/size] November 17th, twenty-one
• • SEXUALITY ,[/size] Bisexual
• • OCCUPATION ,[/size] Back-up Vocalist/Lead Guitar for Divide by Zero.
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I SEE FACES BUT NONE OF THEM
- - not one believes in me ,
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• • WEIGHT & HEIGHT , 121 lbs, Five foot Nine
• • HAIR COLOR ,
• • EYE COLOR ,[/size] Hazel/brown
• • DISTINGUISHING MARKS ,[/size] 'Stand for something' On his left wrist. 'Fall for Anything' On his right wrist.
• • FACE CLAIM ,[/size] Ryan Ross.
• • PERSONAL STYLE ,[/size] Sebastian generally looks like he has been picked up from the 1960's/1970's era and dumped in 2009. Off stage he is normally spotted in a waistcoat and skinny jeans with some sort of exotic or flowery fashion scarf around his neck. Despite his stick thin frame, Seb still wears pretty tight fitting clothing so its no shock that its well known just how thin he is. On stage, Sebastian will rise to any occasion and will happily dress up in some outrageous gear or on the very rare occasion in barely anything. He generally just does not care and if he thinks it looks okay, then that is what he will be wearing. His clothing is clearly his trademark and can be described as a hippy that has been thrown in with a touch of acid, although he would just frown at that.
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THIS GAME HAS GOT ME SHAKING HANDS
- - with my own enemy ,
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[/size] Being nagged at, False rumours, Friends bitching about one another, Iced Tea, Breaking a guitar string, Passing out, Hangovers, Making decisions, People getting in your face, Rudeness, People eating with their mouth wide open, His clothing being criticised, Being told he is too thin.
• • LIKES , Alcohol, Partying, Sarcasm, Dry Humour, Art, Creativity, Waking up somewhere he doesn't know, Writing music and stories, Reading Novels, Imagination, Being childish on occasion, Poptarts, Weed, Spaghetti, Classic rock music, Soft and Heavy music, Sleeping till late, Going along with the flow, His clothes, Scarves, Interviews, Making music, Generally Eating a lot.
• • DISLIKES ,
• • STRENGTHS ,[/size] Acoustic and Electric Guitar, Hosting a perfect party, Strong Imagination, Knows when to be serious, Will tell you it straight and not beat around the bush, Getting the fans going, Knows what people generally need to hear.
• • WEAKNESSES ,[/size] Gets drunk too often, Will just accept criticism like he deserves it, Overly sensitive, Won't stand up for himself, Poor self esteem, Will take insults to the band as his own fault.
• • FEARS ,[/size] Losing the band, His friends leaving him, That he will end up like the rest of his family, Their music being panned.
• • SECRETS ,[/size] Despite his different clothing style, his sarcastic but extrovert nature, Sebastian is actually really low in confidence and tries his best to cover it up with music. Still, if anyone takes any notice of half of the words he writes they would see the truth behind his outside personality. Truthfully his low self esteem comes from being so thin and the severe lack of support he received when he was growing up and its not all that surprising that he tends to just go with what others are saying. Sebastian has a habit of taking any criticism of the band personally like its his fault entirely, even if its not the case. Normally, the reason for his excessive drinking is feeling ashamed of something, whether its his weight like usual or his performance.
• • PERSONALITY ,[/size]
Sebastian is not a leader at all but he is very much an active part of whatever group he is with, most certainly with the band. He won't shy away from putting his own suggestions in even if in the end he will agree with someone else despite his idea having more substance. During interviews, Seb will contribute as much as the next person and is very easy to have a laugh with considering he is so liberal and loose going. There are really no barriers with Mr. Bellamy that people have to worry about crossing so he's very easy to get along with, even if he tends to drink a little too much in proportion to his body weight. He most certainly does not class himself as above anyone else, in fact quite the opposite, and will talk to anyone without judging them on their looks or behaviour before getting to know them.
A particular trait that Sebastian has if his inability to sugar coat anything without being too blunt all at the same time. This comes greatly from knowing what to say at the right moment, particularly when Sebastian can see that people don't want any bull from someone. This can make him both a great and the worst listener all at the same time. Since he is quite observant when sober, its hard to hide when your upset around him but since that is getting rarer and rarer these days, people generally can choose to talk to him rather then Sebastian picking up on it. Still, Seb is a partier and that is unlikely to ever change that much. He is known to host an amazing one as well as cause an amazing one which make shim happy because Seb sees that as people liking him which can only help his deep rooted self esteem issues.
It's very hard to see but if you know Seb as much as he knows himself, then its hard to miss the self confidence problem he has. A main contributor is his lack of fat on his body which is almost impossible to believe considering how much he eats. Seb is constantly eating either a pop tart or some sort of fatty food and even the calories from the alcohol on top of that; he just doesn't put on weight. Since he is in a constant battle with his body, Sebastian does his best to dress nicely with his favourite clothes like waistcoats and skinny jeans; accompanied with a hippy scarf of some sort. There is no argument that Seb was born in the wrong decade by about 40 years but he doesn't let that annoy him, he will just happily go along with it.
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AND I BET YOU WONT FIND
- - one weak bone in me ,
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• • PARENTS , James Bellamy ~ 44 ~ Journalist ~ British
Kristina Bellamy ~ 44 ~ Secretary ~ American
• • SIBLINGS ,
Brother ~ Samuel Bellamy ~ 22 ~ The only family Seb can feel like he can talk to.
• • OTHER FAMILY ,[/size] Uncle Nathan ~ 46 years old ~ Music Magazine Editor.
• • SIGNIFICANT OTHERS ,[/size] None, yet.
• • CHILDREN ,[/size] Not that Sebastian is aware of.
• • BIRTH PLACE ,[/size] Las vegas, Nevada.
• • HISTORY ,[/size]
To say that either Sebastian or his brother Sammy were intended is quite obviously not true. Their father, James Bellamy was only 22 years old and leaving university when Kristina became pregnant with Seb's brother. Although this might not seem such a bad thing to begin with, James was a high flying journalist who intended to do big things with his life and a kid, never mind two, were not on his plans to do. Kristina was over joyed either but still kept her children and raised them, although the term is used very loosely. She was never one to really curb her children on what they could or could not do and so in term they had to learn most things by themselves, particularly as their father was much more interested in his work then a family.
Sebastian grew up very close to his brother and Sam taught Seb to play guitar as a form of displaying his sometimes over active imagination and as something that resembled a solace away from the craziness of home. Whilst they did not have a bad childhood, it was very much isolated and Seb spent a great deal of time watching people and learning how to make them happy and not annoy them. Still, even from an early age Seb was very much aware of his weight issue and even when he ate every minute of the day he lost more then he gained. Eventually, Seb lost count of the amount of times a social worker would check in on him and his eating habits. Truthfully, each time it happened it was only brought to his attention even more and never truly believed the words everyone spoke to him about filling out when he got a bit older.
Sebastian continued to play guitar and wrote music, gaining inspiration from books and other music; as well as the observations of the world around him. Unsurprisingly, Sebastian's weight did not get much better and he although he did fill out, the fact he was only five foot nine meant that there wasn't that much to fill out. Still, Sebastian continues to eat even now like there is no tomorrow and is constantly with some sort of snack in his hand regardless of the time of day, or night as it usually is. Sebastian has never had a massive amount of confidence in himself, other then in his playing, and so very often hides behind his words and music which is more then obvious to anyone that knows him. Recently, and much more sine he turned 21, Seb has started drinking a lot of alcohol without thought to how it would be affecting his body which he has hated his whole life. Although Seb is never drunk for a gig for music is still his main prospect in life, when they aren't called upon to play he is quite often found with some type of alcohol in his body and its beginning to be a problem; but how is he supposed to know its wrong? Sebastian has hardly had any guidance.
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IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME COMING
- - but no need for sympathy ,
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[/size] Seventeen
• • YOUR NAME , Leigh !
• • YOUR AGE ,
• • YEARS EXPERIENCE ,[/size] About 1 or 2
• • CONTACT INFORMATION ,[/size] PM or email if you have to.
• • MEMBER TITLE ,[/size] The hippy
• • SECRET PHRASE ,[/size] -ADMIN EDIT-
• • NOTES ,[/size] This siteh is amazing.
• • ROLEPLAY SAMPLE ,[/size] Felix let his legs swing underneath part of the staging gear as he perched himself on top of it, the first guitar he would use on his lap, strings up. Tapping his hands on top, Felix licked his lips and then scratched the back of his neck as he listened to the act that would play just before 'The Space Cadets' were up and in front of the stage and the huge crowd that had stayed to hear the full set. That was always an encouragement because at least people were wanting to stay and listen. Felix remembers the days of being a support act and hated it but loved it at the same time. On one hand they had something to prove and it gave him the chance to make someone happy when they played a kick ass show, but on the other; you don't know how much they are truly listening to you play. Luckily those days had passed, considering the turnout of the crowd he could see if he leant forward and peeked through the gap in the curtain. Understandably and not that surprising, Felix was fidgety and just wanted to go and play. He hated waiting around for anything, out of excitement and his lack of attention span. It had been commented on many times, but also allowed Felix to get away with moving around and playing up with the crowd. Truthfully, if he had the option, he would be outside in the mosh pit with the kids but apparently 'that wasn't allowed' considering they had to play in a few minutes.
Reynes grinned and nodded at some of the people walking past. "Alright?" He said in greeting before continuing the tapping of his electric guitar on his lap. Letting out a steady breath to calm his beating heart, Felix flipped up his guitar so it sat properly as if he was to begin playing it. He knew he had to get used to this again, considering they were doing pretty much the same set the whole tour... that was the whole point of a tour. Still, with his band they were guaranteed to be some very very funny moments, some slightly strange moments and altogether some low moments when someone got sick of him. Felix would do his best to make sure he didn't annoy anyone though and try his best to stay out of confrontation. Some could call that very much a pushover motive, but so what? At least they would be friends with him. Felix has had enough of pissy people in his life, thank you. Running his hands over the frets, Felix triple checked his strings to make sure none of them would snap easily in the middle of a song. Now that would be embarrassing for a guitarist. They would at least have a second to take over until the instrument was switched over. Felix would probably laugh about it into the microphone but really would be killing himself inside. Not because of the humiliation but because of his baby getting hurt. Nothing got between Felix and his guitar. The piano came close, but this was always his one of choice.
Felix moved his fingers in time with the beat in his head, running through some of the notes he would soon have to play just for some reassurance. He had played them a million times before but when it came down to added in parts, they needed to sound so fluid it could almost be spontaneous. Of course when an opportunity presented itself, Felix would never shy away from displaying just how good he is on a guitar. Who wouldn't? That's what he suggests anyway. People always comment on how fun the space cadets shows are because the whole band has a connected feel to it. Felix and Ezra were all too aware of the rumours that circulated from their more excitable fans and so what if they played up to it a bit. The people that mattered, like the other bands and techs knew it wasn't true and so it made the show all the more entertaining when something did happen that could be interpreted another way. Felix and the lead singer were close, like the rest of the band, but then he could be friends with anyone so it wasn't all that surprising.
As the notes were coming to him second nature, Felix listened to the song that was coming to an end on stage. The band hadn't finished yet and he licked his lips before turning his head to look at the rest of backstage area that he could see. The rest of the band would no doubt start assembling soon to run through the normal pre ritual before the show. Pump one another up or in some cases, mess around and loosen each other up so they are completely natural on stage. Felix was wearing contacts, considering he never wore glasses on stage. It would be too easy for them to fall off and he likes to know where he is, thank you. Still, he wore his almost cartoon like sunglasses for more fashion and just because rather then because it was bright in front for lights. Mostly it was just hot.
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